and time flies by so fast...
It's almost been a year since that day. The day i had realize that I'd this painful heart that no one can truly understand how it feels. If you were me then you would know how does it feels. But if u were not me, then you better be quiet. I still keep this hate and revenge in my heart. Yeap i will never forget and forgive for what had happened a year ago. But my life is happy now. I keep pray to God to say how thankful i am for being released from it. I feel glad today that i don't need to cry or feel the pain in my heart anymore. I can breathe, I can laugh, and I can do all the fun things that i've done this year. I feel so alive. Doing the travelling just with my bestie, meeting new guys, to be loved, got lost when do the travelling, do something stupid when we were really tired, make friends with other people from other countries, getting drunk, and do clubbing for more than 5 times (this is hit the record of mine that i just usually do clubbing once a year). It's a good and happy life. Collecting more branded bags and golds. I've got iPhone 4G on last december 2010. Called off the wedding is like a blessing to me. I can get all things that i like and i dream. I don't need to worry nor fell asleep in pain. It's the greatest decision I'd ever made. So that today i can smile happily. Praise the Lord for blessing me and my family for each day...
Lesson to learn: everything happens for a reason and behind every pain there's a good moment waitings ahead. Sunshine will exists after the rain. And this too shall pass...
